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| for the record.. magaling na ko..ü |
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| naku.. kaya i hate being drunk eh.. tsskk.. ima be gud the next time around. tssskk.. its not like i did something really crazy pero still.. gaga tlga ko.. haha.. nxt time, ill make sure im meters away from hmmm.. hahaa.. |
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| a month and a half had passed since i last made an entry here.. and guess what? hahah! yah, it is still the same. am still not over with him. or am i? it confuses me soo much that i still feel sad/crushed into pieces/mad and soo many many more feelings whenever he is involved. argh! its pathetic. i know im starting to annoy people whenevr i talk about him, how we did this and that. how we experienced this and that. *whew*
there are just soooooo many many great great experiences.
*i cried my heart out the other day because he told me na sila na ng long time friend nya.
i was like "puta! hndi nga?".. i cnt believe it e. i cant accept it. i dont know how to react about it. i was really shocked! dios mio. i dnt even wanna think abt it now.
haay.. oh well.. oh well.. oh well..
my ultimate question?..:
can i have u once again....? -> it cant be anym0re. im way too scared to ask. alm ko lang he'll say no and im sure of that. im soo freaking gaga lang not let that fact sink in in my hart.
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| its been so long since we went our own separate lives. we dint actually broke up.. it just happened. we had a fight then we dint talk for a long time. i know i did not do my part especially on the patchng things up part. i just thought maybe u would do it this time pero you did not either. so, i guess thats just it. siguro evryone was caught up with the holiday feeling goin everywhere.
oh well. guess thats all the time God allowed me to have to be with you. nyerx. kj. haha!
until now, feeling ko i am still yours. its sooo wrong i know. pero para siyang nakatatak sa utak ko. i cant seem to be comfortable hugging/ kissing ang being all sweet with someone kasi ikaw anjan. u kept on appearing on my head evrytime. i cant seem to let myself like someone else kasi ikaw. ano ka ba? ano ba to? haay.. i want out but i cant. im ok and not ok at the same time. how could dat be possible? haaay.. its all me i know. gaga lang talaga ko.
i give up. maybe its just not my time yet.
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